…today I actually cancelled a meeting on a shamefully short notice because it JUST DID NOT FEEL RIGHT IN MY BELLY!!! It was NOT the person I was meeting that was the issue, on the contrary, but the REASON. Now, I was the one approaching her for this little business venture, and at the time it sounded like a really good idea. But as soon as I was trying to sit down and work with the materail it just didn’t flow! It was just too much resistance so I couldn’t make myself do anything about it.
My old self would have ingnored these feelings and pushed to pursue what I had started because that would be the right and fair thing to do, right? But this time I just couldn’t go against this feeling. After speaking to the other party in this venture I felt ashamed for dragging her into it in the first place, but then I forgave myself and appreciated the lesson learned.
It’s time to LISTEN INWARD and do what honours me and my beleifs and not to pursue something because it will generate cash. It’s also time to spend more enegry where I feel happy, where it’s effortless and, most importantly FUN FUN FUN! Like interviewing people with knowledge they want to share and that will benefit our target group and find solutions for them to reach our material when THEY HAVE THE TIME. It’s time to refocus on what I do best instead of obsessing about what I don’t know, what I don’t have a dergree in, what I don’t have experience in and thereby feel pretty darn useless! It’s time to trust my vibes!
IT’S TIME TO BE IN CONSTANT AND EFFORTLESS FLOW!